About Me: CCSFM

Hello and welcome! I appreciate you taking the time to read this. As someone who's been in an online community for a long time, I decided to make this carrd so you can learn a bit more about me. Please read ALL OF IT before interacting. And please, don't be afraid to ask if something doesn't make sense.

Just Who am I?

-Name: Caitlyn/ CC. I also have gone by NyltiacandFirestar on other platforms and so goddamn many names on tumblr it’s ridiculous.
-Age: Born January 10th, 2000. I’ll let you work it out from there so I don’t have to update this all the time <3
-I go by she/her pronouns but tbh you can call me whatever, I’m not very picky.
- I have many animals in my life. Lots of pets, but my babies are my rats. If you dislike rats.. Please keep it to yourself.
-I love gaming, especially on Playstation and Nintendo systems.
-Currently an iPhone user with a windows computer.

Some important notes about me, including a couple personal boundaries outside of my artwork and online presense

-I only speak English.
-I can for the most part translate bad grammar and spelling but you’ll have to forgive me if I don’t understand.
-I consider myself to be very patient, but more importantly very non-confrontational.
-Also I keep myself on DnD on Discord.
- If I feel as if you’re trying to argue with me, I will be OVERLY polite to attempt to diffuse the situation. It’s just how my anxiety handles things.
-I have high functioning adult ADHD. It’s not as simple as a short attention span and there is a lot that goes into it. Including depression and anxiety, mental and physical fatigue.
- I am on medication for it now though, however I’ve yet to regulate the sort of.. crash I go through when it wears off.
-I am very empathetic. To the point where it can be stressful.
- I swear a lot, I’m sorry, it just happens.
-I don’t mind dirty humor but please don’t overdo it.
(Same goes for dark humor.)
-I am truly a child at heart. I like silly things. I collect figures and plushies. I can seem immature.
-I have SEVERE emetophobia (fear of vomit). Don’t show me anything related to it, don’t talk to me about it. None of that. It’s uncomfy enough as it is talking about it here, but it is also somewhat of a superpower.

Rules regarding my models

Please, this is SO IMPORTANT. In these are some boundaries as well, take care not to cross them.

> First and foremost: Do not beg me for my models. Seriously. Most of my models are shared amongst my friends but if I tell you no, it means no. On that note, if you do want my models and I haven’t given you it, ask directly. None of that “someday if I get that model” BS. I hate it. So much.
>Do not do NSFW with my characters. I am an adult but that doesn’t mean I wanna see it. If I share my model with you, please respect it and the character.
>DO NOT share the model around. If I've given it to you, it means I trust you and only you.
>Do NOT recolor my models without permission FROM ME. If I don't explicitly say you can edit a model, please don't.
> PLEASE DO NOT HOARD my models either. If you’re not actually gonna use them and make things with them, just don’t bother asking me for them.

What do I do?

I'm mainly a 3D artist, though I also draw. My main programs I use for my self expression are:

Full boundaries

This is the part that felt the most important for me to put together. Cross these and risk being fully ignored OR completely blocked. You will not get a warning. It's time i protect my peace.

>Please, I ask you to be considerate when I'm doing things like collabs or commission work. I am an adult, one who's gone through some unsteady times.
>Please don't call me by my first name if I don't know you. It honestly weirds me out when people call me Caitlyn and I don't know them well if at all. I'd rather be referred to as CC or CCSFM unless I know you.
>If you're planning on commenting on my videos, please don't do "First!" or "Pin me!" or anything like that. I hate it so much.
>On that note: Don’t be overly critical of my work. If I want criticism, I will ask for it. Bullying me into being better won’t change anything and will mostly lead to you looking like an asshole.
>Don’t bully me for the types of models I have. I do this for fun, and I know “Foxy and Mangle” edits are taboo these days but I don’t care. Please keep that kind of stuff to yourself (with the exception of friends NICELY joking about it. Just don’t be mean)
>Don't call me a furry, please.
I am NOT part of the furry fandom. I adore them and the artwork and skill that goes into the suits and whatnot but I myself am not one. I do however love cosplay, especially costumes where I can hide my face. All my characters are furries and animatronic edits because they are : easy to get and easy to work with, and fun to design. Just wanted to make that clear.
>DO NOT involve me in any drama. I may love the community but I stay in my lane and will not allow myself to be dragged into shit. I've let it happen enough lately and I am over it. it's exhausting.
> Normally I don’t mind interacting with minors as I am the eldest of four kids but people under 13 shouldn’t be given free range of social media anyway. I will be a lot more cautious nowadays however.
>Ask before you vent to me (see above: empathy). I am not a trained therapist. I will do everything I can to help but please know it gets exhausting.
>Please don’t USE me either. Venting and complaining to me only to immediately try and turn to get something from me is cause for getting removed. I’m honestly kinda tired of it.
>Don’t be offended if I don’t reply to messages, sometimes I legit don’t have the energy, or I may have even forgotten. Sometimes my responses will be just emojis or reactions.
>Don’t guilt me for being quiet either.
>Don’t get upset with me if I’m friends with someone you dislike. I am not involved in anything that may have happened between you, I promise.